| I want popcorn |
[Sep. 4th, 2005|10:25 pm] |
| [ | I'm currently feeling: - |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | What's stuck in my head: |
| | The Boys are Back in Town redone by Everclear | ] |
Well this weekend has been interesting enough. I'm living w/ Tasha until tomorrow although her parents got back home today. I spent most of the weekend perusing bad habits which were drinking and smoking. I 've been corrupting those around me too. Tasha smoked a good portion of my pack and she drank a little of the vodka we got and Daryll took a puff of my cig if that counts for anything. Oh well the habits are going to stop again monday so what ever. I when to the mall on Saturday w/ Tasha, Daryll and Meagan which was fun! Then Tasha and I went back over there at 3 in the morning which didn't last long. I finished off the vodka when we got home and I talked to Daryll online (D I don't remember what we talked about so if I said something mean I'm sorry). After I finished my bottle I went to sleep and managed to hit my head in the wall in the attempt to get in bed, lol. Today was really mellow tasha and I hung out all day and I took some pics of tasha that are up on pr. After that her parents came home. We went to Food Lion to get some stuff. Then she stopped by Dez's because it's her b-day! Happy Birthday BABE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyways I g2g I'm about to glomp Kyle bye babes. |
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| Just sitting here.... |
[Aug. 13th, 2005|02:14 am] |
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| |  giggly | ] |
| [ | What's stuck in my head: |
| | Softer by Jimmy Eat World | ] |
I'm currently stationed in front of kyle's computer. he's sitting at my side like he has all day. and we're doing nothing. Kyle met my brother Aaron today. They seemed to hit it off and now I'm slightly afraid. lol but it's my fault they met in the first place. Well in like two hours we're leaving to go get Tasha from KY. Yea! her sorry ass is going to be back here w/ the rest of us losers (welcome back tash). Anyways.................................................... ummm..... I decided that popcorn w/ seasoned salt on it isn't bad if your trying to cover the taste of sugar. the room is really cold and I'm wrapped up in a blanket. One of kyle's friend has decided to claim me and is very..... loving? I guess is the word for it. She has already took to calling my her emo lover and I'm kinda' scared. I like people like this so this will be fun lol. |
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| Is Dez emo? |
[Aug. 12th, 2005|06:25 pm] |
| [ | I'm currently feeling: - |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | What's stuck in my head: |
| | Believe in what you want by Jimmy Eat World | ] |
Miss Desiree Duncan and I are in the mist of a huge debate. Is she emo? Dez is hell bent against being called Emo and having any association to the title. Although, Dez prefers to listen to the typical emo bands such as: Something Corporate, Jimmy Eat World, Fall Out Boy, and Hawthorne Heights. She is acts like any other emo chick. I think Dez is in denial and we trying to see what you people think. Is Dez emo or not? plz leave a comment so we can find out. |
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| For Dez |
[Jul. 24th, 2005|09:38 pm] |
| [ | I'm currently feeling: - |
| |  cynical | ] |
| [ | What's stuck in my head: |
| | I'm a Fake by The Used | ] |
Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife |
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| Arabic Alarmclock |
[Jul. 5th, 2005|12:14 am] |
| [ | I'm currently feeling: - |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | What's stuck in my head: |
| | Just watch the fireworks by Jimmy Eat World | ] |
Today was a rather good day. I awoke at like 11 because my mom told me to get up. I got up in a rather bitchy mood (How dare they tell me when to get up. Especially on my b-day). I brushed my teeth and headed down stairs only to be greeted by Juan. Yea! Juan! well, we sat down w/ my pop and talked for about a half and hour then mom called us to lunch. She cooked my Jumbalaya and for dessert nanner puddin'. YUM!!! After a very filling lunch everyone left my house. I was alone on my b-day I found that kinda' fucked up. I got on the computer and I found Tasha there. We devised a plot for me to steal her away to my house and after about four hours I finally was on my way to steal her. After hangin' at Tasha's we left for my place. Caroline arrived at my place and she drove her self (scary) all three of us hung out until 8 went Caroline had to go catch her boat to go see the fireworks. We went to the Marina were I saw Robbie for the first time this summer. that was cool 'cause i love him to death and miss him. It unfortunately started raining. Tasha and I got drenched. After Tasha and I returned home and changed clothes we played around on the computer for some time. Juan came home at about 10:30 and Tasha was able to meet him. He gave me a gift and he showed us his Arabic alarm clock. It's totally awesome. The damn clock ring every time the Muslims are suppose to pray and it makes the sound of the man calling them to prayer. The clock could wake the dead. Fortunately, Juan has an extra one at home and he is going to send it to me. Ha Tasha can't stand it. I'm so going to use it at her house. After visiting w/ Juan for about and hour and a half Tasha and I head back to my room. I just finished giving her a massage for about an hour and my hand hurt so I'm going to get off the computer and go lay down now. Night all. |
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| la la la |
[May. 10th, 2005|05:42 am] |
Hands Down
Breathe in for luck, breath in so deep, this air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull, these hearts they race from self control.
Your legs are smooth as they graze mine, we're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high, that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me? So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst. To break or bury, or wear as jewelry, whichever you prefer.
The words are hushed, lets not get busted. Just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here, from all the stupid questions. "Hey did you get some?" Man that is so dumb.
Stay quite, stay near, stay close they can't hear. So we can get some.
My hopes are so high, that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me? So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst To break or bury, or wear as jewelry, whichever you prefer.
Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember, always remember, the sound of the stereo, the dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers, and the time on the clock, when we realized it's so late, and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet, and the gate was locked, so I jumped it, and let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist, and you kissed me like you meant it, and I knew that you meant it. |
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| Hmm..... |
[May. 5th, 2005|03:26 pm] |
Let's think I haven't had a chance to write anything in a long while. I haven't felt good lately. My stomach has been giving me trouble my eating pattern is fucked up. I'm hungery but can't eat 'cause I get sick. And now my sleep pattern is screwed up because SOMEBODY made me sleepy and I took a nap at like 6:30 in the afternoon. Then, I couldn't sleep and I haven't been able to for the last two nights. I'm currently running on four hours of sleep. Lord help anyone who is dumb enough to piss me off, that will probably be my brother.
I made a brilliant discovery last night at about midnight. I discoverd my greatest fear..... People. I can't trust them as far as I can throw them. That's lovely isn't it. I want........not a pop tart.......not cake.....I want ice cream. I think I have some chocolate ice cream in the freezer. I'm going outside today for a Cinco de Mayo festival thingy in Spanish. Yeah my white self can burn in the sun. Actully I probably won't burn and won't tan either.......... I gave mommy the ring I bought her for her birthday today, so I'm currently the thoughtful child. Now I have to buy a cake 'cause Lord knows I'm not baking one. Umm............. I'm tired now so I'm going to sleep. Night . |
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